DAY 91: In the image and likeness of Barbies and Kens

I realise that since young age I created an admiration for blue eyes, green eyes and long hair. This is definitely related to the toys I had in my childhood, specifically the barbies that had a beauty beyond what I could ever have - I would never have such green eyes, or such a blond hair - and that was frustrating. For some years I actually desired the father of my children to have light eyes so that my children could be in the image and likeness of barbies and kens! Isn't this real brainwahsing? Now older, I can see how there is still an energetic reaction in a mix of admiration, jealousy and comparison each time I see someone who would fit in the image and likeness of barbies and kens. 

  

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the women that fit in the image of long blond hair, or long brown hair, light blue or green eyes because I have put such physical characteristics as superior beauty and was unreachable to me because I did not have light blue or green eyes or a long hair. 

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to believe that women with such physical characteristics had advantages in our society because people would like them easily for their beauty. In this, I realise that there is a point of jealousy and comparison and desire to be easily liked by others without realising that I was the one accepting this starting point of superiority and inferiority based on physical appearance. 

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to believe that people with light blue and green eyes are nicer people because I associate to the good characters in movies that are sweet and kind, just like in the Disney stories, and to the image of angels in the churches.

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to feed the desire to be accepted by others instead of looking at what is here, standing stable within and as my physical body, without comparing to another's body not having any image as a reference.

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to create and participate in the separation towards other women based on the belief that they are like angels superior to me and that I am inferior because I have brown eyes and brown hair, without realising that the starting point of judgments and associations related to the physical traits are brainwashing from the media, advertising and movie industries.  

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to desire my children to have an easy life and to believe that they will be happier if they are physically perfect according to the image of perfection in our society of light eyes and blond hair.

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to project into my children my own frustrations, instead of correcting these judgments within me to make sure that I stop my self-interest and the manipulation towards other people's lives.

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to place admiration for physical look on top of self-honesty in my relationships with males and with myself.

Self-corrective statements:

When and as I see myself perceiving blond women with light blue or green eyes as specials, mainly because in Portugal is not so common to find these physical traits, I stop and I breathe.

I commit myself to stand equal and one with all the other beings regardless of their physical appearance and I commit myself to stop any emotional attachments related to admiration when seeing someone that corresponds to the image of "perfection". Instead of feeding the mind, I commit myself to see/stand in common sense and beyond the limitation of brainwashing for consumerism, comparison and jealousy. 

When and as I see myself accepting and allowing myself to discriminate people according to their physical look based on the belief that blond people with blue/green eyes are luckier, I stop and I breathe. I realise that this is my own projection of inferiority by believing that I was less lucky for not being pretty and that I was rejected by others because I did not have a sweet look like an angel. I realise that I used the physical appearance as an excuse to justify my own beliefs, not allowing me to see that I was creating this experience and self-judgments in my own life. 

When and as I see myself associating the long hair and light eyes to the image of angels, I stop and I breathe. I realise that this idea of kindness and peace is not real and that these associations are a limitation because I am not allowing me to see people as equals as who we really are.

When and as I see myself looking at another being from a starting point of comparison, I stop and I breathe. I see, realise and understanding that the comparison pops up automatically as a defense mechanism of the mind to keep me attached to my own beliefs. Therefore, I commit myself to let these ideas go and to get to know the people without projecting my own self-judgments nor previous relationships. I realise that in order for me to know the others I must first get to know me, in self-honesty, clear from ideas, beliefs, judgments, images and memories. I commit myself to support me in being aware of my own thoughts when I am interacting with another being, responsible for stopping the patterns of thoughts/comparisons and I commit myself to forgive each and every thought that pops up in my mind.

I realise that the preference for specific physical characteristics come from the images that I saw on TV, in movies and in magazines that I associated to perfection, however I realise that once again this society found ways to make profit out of such associations to manipulate people to buy certain products such as barbies and products that are promoted by certain images. I commit myself to stop the cycle of image-manipulation, comparison, self-judgment and judgment of others within me by supporting me in stopping the thoughts and any energetic attachment and association to the differentiation of the physical look. Finally, I realise that it is ridiculous that we compare our physical bodies which have unique characteristics when what we can do it to is to change/correct ourselves through learning with each others, communicating with each and helping each other.

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Day 34: New fashion in prehistoric minds

Why do we feel great when wearing new clothes?
Why is there excitement when buying something new (even in second hand)?
Do my eyes need something new? But isn't fashion cyclical?...

New fashion in a pre-historical mind. What does this mean? Where is our focus going to... The mind is spinning around along with our likes and dislikes, ideas, beliefs, perceptions, images... and money feeds the pattern.
I see people on the street. I am part of the crowd and I find myself playing around with thoughts and comparisons towards what I see.
I see the so called London fashion style all around. The powerful marketing of the shops.

What about that which we DON'T SEE? The invisible thoughts. The secret mind. The constant back chats. The fears. The anxieties. Self-judgements. Judgements towards others. Just because we don't see it, it does not mean is not there. Quite the opposite: it has the biggest impact in everything around us. It has the origin of all the caos that surround, call it greed, competition, anger, envy, hate... And this is pre-historical, isn't it?

Why do men still think of women as the prey? Wearing the most expensive tie does not change anything really: it is only the belief and the perception that one may have about 'someone with a tie'.

Will an iPad remove one's inner fears? Buying another gadget will keep my I'eyes entertained for a while...so that I forget the secret mind and keep the illusion.

Will the high heels empower women? Superiority is a perception of separation. Why does one need to look like 'something'? Such a self-limitation. How come we still allow such slavery? For as long as each one participates in this mind possession, the human deception will be 'seen' to be acceptable.
To simply exist is not enough for a human being so we keep us entertained with conflict towards one another, between brands and companies, in sports and in politics: right-left polarity of the brain was copied and pasted to the Parliament room...
We are building layers around ourselves, make up, filling our lives with entertainment and avoiding looking at what we don't see - looking inside. Stop and realise oneself. Stopping the mind gives space for Life...


For how long are we going to ignore who we really are...
For how long have we been entertaining ourselves? - since ever.
If we had already realise who we really are, as human and as beings, then this world would be already a place of human-kindness.


Breathe with me. It is the same oxygen! We are made of the same matter. This is what really matters.

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Day 7: This world is a mirror

Words from Jack:

"3D: the manifested mirror reflection of the True Self- Meaning that what exist within this world, within this reality everything and all that is currently physical manifested as an actual experience is reflecting the truth of Self as the nature of Self as what Self has accepted and allowed Self to be and become.

This world, this reality is the truth of ourselves, is the actual physical manifested true reflection of the truth within and as ourselves as what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become. Anything else, for instance the - what is, that which is actually physically manifested as an actual experience is what is real, is what is truth - anything else is illusion, is mind creation. Meaning the experience within yourself that you experience toward your partner the movements as reactions within yourself is what is mind creation, is illusion. Sex the physical movement touch - that is real.

And it is interesting because human beings search and seek for truth, THE Truth that is apparently somewhere out there which is absolute self dishonesty and self deception, because the actual reason why human beings are searching and seeking for the truth - THE truth – somewhere out there is because of ignorance and fear. Fear because within and as Self we know that what is existent within this world, this reality is what is real, is what is Truth. And beings are searching and seeking for THE Truth somewhere out there because of fear and denial of wanting to try an attempt to ignore and deny the truth of what is actually here physically manifested within this reality, this world as the true reflection of the truth of the nature that Self has accepted and allowed Self to be and become.

And we observe this reality, this world and we want to and desire to deny and ignore what is currently being accepted and allowed to exist within and as this reality this world as ourselves through religion, through spirituality, through entertainment, diverting our attention as much and as far as possible from what is right here in our face day in and day out: war, murder, rape, famine, starvation, abuse, molestation.

This world, this reality is already in such state that we can no longer ignore or deny what is here, what is physically manifested as an actual experience: war, murder, rape, violence, famine, starvation, abuse, molestation - all these physical manifested experiences is the true manifested physical representation as reflection of what we are accepting and allowing to exist within ourselves and what we are accepting and allowing to participate within ourselves.

We are creating this, this is our creation, we are the creator, we create this creation through accepted and allowed participation within and as and through the mind -herein we are the creator: the creator creating its creation. If you look at the word 'create' –‘creator’-‘creation’ the word hate within the sound of the words our starting point of Self being hate, how many human beings exist within hate towards something or someone even toward themselves? Hate which is manifesting within this reality becoming the very presence, the very essence of everything and all that exists: hate.

Therefore human beings stop denying and stop ignoring what is here in this reality, it is here we cannot ignore it and we cannot deny it. And there will be moment within this world, within this reality that everything and all will be in your face where you will force you to start seeing and start realizing what you are accepting and allowing to exist within you and your world that is manifesting and creating this reality, this world as yourself as it is at this very moment.

I'd suggest instead of you forcing you to see to realize by actually having to go through actual manifested physical experiences to see and realize, see and realize here now in this moment as yourself through applying Self Honesty in Self Forgiveness in Self Corrective Application and Stop. Stop existing in hate and start living within and as breath here in every moment in Self Expression - and stop hiding from the truth that is here in this reality, this world.

This world, this reality: the manifested physical reflection of the true Self - have a look this world, this reality is reflecting what we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become within and as ourselves - this is The Truth.

Thank you".

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