Why do people start smiling at each other only in situation of eminent danger?
Why do I still need a push to remind me that I exist as breath?
One has to be able to stand stable when all around is shaking.
My body was responding to the strong movements of the airplane. The first attempt to land failed and we went up in the air again. It was too windy. Inside the airplane we realised that there is nowhere to go. All there, in the same situation. There are no 1st or 2nd class humans. Our bodies respond to the shaking. In that moment there is no space for judgements.
In my mind I had the image of falling - I Stopped. Is this what I want to create in my reality? This is such a self-disrespect for all, as Life. I am here as my body. I was focused on my breath and on forgiving the ideas of falling that I was allowing myself to build in my mind. It was the only thing I could do in that moment. It is always my own guarantee of stopping self-dishonesties and walking in self-direction.
Do I/we need this shaking to remind me/us that I am/we are in this body breathing? NO. Breathing here, stopping the mind of self-destruction, standing One and Equal with all, now, no excuse.
People often laugh and smile out of nervousness. I been very afraid of airplanes. When I went to south africa I had to take 6 and I couldnt stop the fear so I just went through it. The last plane we were in dark clouds and the plane started to shake and I was very afraid , I covere dmy face in my hands because I was so worried something would happen. So lol I certainly didnt smile :P I also was bending forward with my hands around the front of my head. The only thing I could do was breath.
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