Day 10: A day in a human's life: Waking up too late is a human pattern

- Fuck!
The famous word when one looks at the watch and is already late and too late to get that time back. The human pattern of waking up (realizing things) late is manifested in this morning experience. The day continues but amazingly the mind is blocked in that earlier experience and it seems to be difficult to let it go. The idea that everything is against me (I against myself) is now written on the contact lent, which seems to be a transparent power that limits how I see and judge what is in front of me. But again, the contact lent created by me becomes a blindness and I don't allow myself to see what is really Here.
Still against time (against oneself), the day goes by and we follow the time, now personalised into a terrible boss that limits oneself. Besides that, all the other people is blamed for the fight against time that only I see. I open the newspaper where a couple was saving money, paying bills, being a good citizens and, in the end, they found themselves trapped and unable to secure a mortgage. Again: it was too late to wake up and understand how the system works.

There is a strong interest to keep the blindness: as well as a big interest in keeping people financial dependent. Mortgage (mort means death; the age of death; the age of the capital death) it is just another way to limit and control citizens. Even when saving, this won't save us from being financial dependent. All these issues about money are such a mind obsession that do not give space for other reflections (maybe that is why we only manage to use 20% of our brain...). During a lifetime people will be accumulating ideas for the future about things they would like to do, have and be but are often obliged to accept it as a dream with no actual realization - or worse, it will become a motivation and an illusion that many will hold on until the rest of their lives. Waking up is a must. Being attached to ideas, thoughts, desires, illusions; blaming others or wanting things to magically happen are common prisons that one creates to oneself. The good news is that at least these ones can be released by each one of us, if there is will and commitment. The tools are available: self-forgiveness, breath awareness, the Structural Alignment Training Course, self-responsibility, world-awareness, self-honesty and real action in this world towards a common good. Otherwise, we know how the story ends: the self-abuse will be manifested in the body until it stops. The cycle restarts. The alarm rings. Will I wake up this time? I (eye) have no choice.