So at the
moment I am living the decision to not drift into the mind of thoughts and I
have decided to focus on a task that I proposed myself to do but that I forgot
to actually start it. How many times it happens to start something with the
best intentions to finish it (I can actually see the final product in my mind
as if it is real) but the actual physical realisation never takes off
completely from the initial motivation? Now that I am looking at this point, a
new interesting dimension came up: when I imagine something being done, I
associate it with how the time is portrayed in movies and in TV series - things
happen in quantum decisions because I see the character thinking about
something and the next scene the person is already doing it. Have I not tried
to implement this quantum decision-making in my own life too?
How many
times do I take a decision of slowing down and take the time to perfect myself
but suddenly I change my decision based on the imagination of the next
challenge - but when the challenge comes, I start thinking twice because I have
not taken the time to establish my foundation. I must not take the
quantum-action of series personally as I am walking this life in real-time. If
decisions as based on imagination, then it is not trustworthy. I better test it
in real-time and find out for myself if such decision works for me.
If I am
constantly desiring to have a quantum-mind experience copying what happens in
movies and series, the notion of time is going to be manipulated and this
physical reality disregarded.
So the task
that I am going to walk this week is to look at how I make decisions. It is a
great timing as I am walking this point on my DIP lesson and I have been having
an enormous resistance to walk the exercise of identifying the positive and the
negative elements that make my decision-making. It is just unacceptable to
waste this opportunity to support myself and change who and how I have been
existing as.
Do I make
decisions based on the movies and series' fiction-time? Or do I actually
consider real time?
Do I make
decisions based on the fear of loss?
Do I make
decisions based on negative and positive feelings/emotions?
Is my
decision based on common-sense?
Am I wanting
to copy someone else? Am I wanting to be somebody else?
When I go
into the mind, the past and the future dance with each other. It requires
training to be in physical time, think in physical time and accept physical
time. I must finally realise that my body requires a breath-in and a breath-out
to function well and that my life-time is made of the breaths I take and give.
The decision
to stop and write here and right now was not planned in my mind - I had to
impose it to myself otherwise I would stay in the pre-programmed mode of
imagining it and getting distracted with thoughts outside of me.
Thinking
about other people's lives is also a point to consider that is manifested in
the movies and TV series. A decision that I must take is to really investigate
where my thoughts come from when I am looking at another's person life. I must
decide to bring those points to myself - investigate where the comparison come
from, what do I perceive the other has, how do I judge me in relation to the
other, etc. This will allow me to
identify my mind-decisions and obviously support me in my correction from the
mind to real-physical time. I will walk the decision point this week and I will
be sharing some of my realisations that will eventually arise.
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