Day 79: Fear of not doing all the things that I am proposing myself to do

(The importance of being aware of self everywHere. This Self-forgiveness and the realizations that came from it were written on the plane. After the initial resistance to start writing, my writing became "natural" and it is indeed the best support I can give to myself.)

I forgive myself for having accepted and allowed myself to write based on the fear of dying and not doing all the things that i am proposing myself to do. I realize that my decision of directing myself to become an example of Life is not separated from me. Thus my decision exists in every moment as me.

I commit myself to not sabotage myself here based on fear. I realize that in this process I am the decision of stopping the fear within me in every moment of breath - because for fear to exist in one thought, the fear is always around. Thus, I must stop all fears in every way - even when it is manifested as it's polarity of excitement, which is based on the fear of losing the moment!

I forgive myself for having failed to stop the fears within me and as me, which I got used to exist as.

I forgive myself for not having accepted and allowed myself to exist and be here in space time, within and as breath in complete self awareness of me in my physical body.

By this I commit myself to stop any thought/fear/emotion that are based in quantum time and disregarding life here in this physical space-time. I am responsible for stopping the abuse of life in me.

I realise that We are All responsible for creating the best of who we are and thus the best of Humanity and of this World. I am responsible for re-creating myself as Self-Stability and being/moving myself as Life in every thing I do.

Artwork by Cathy Nelson Krafft http://cathy4worldequality.wordpress.com/