Day 1: Here I am Now

I start breathing...

and Here I am now, sharing myself.

I am realizing that I have not been here, within my body in the physical world. So Life I have been missing. Myself I have been missing. Since I am a being on earth, I share this existence with all that exists. We have all been missing ourselves. Why? How did I allow this? By not being aware of myself. By not being Self-Responsible for myself. By not standing Here with the first thing that keeps me in the physical - BREATH. By being off the mind within thoughts, dreams, fears, desires, emotions... Self-Disonesties that keeps me away from who I am here, in my body.

Since young I remember to think that feelings and numbers are the universal things in the world that everyone understands -- this is totally a mind-system perception. What I do see that is Common to everyOne is the Existence itself, Life itself and all sharing a Common planet. If Life is to everyone, Life is only real in terms of Oneness and Equality - when everyOne stands equal and as one (OneUnity - Humanity). This is Common sense.

There is no equality in this world so Life is missing to everyOne, everywHERE.

The chaos that has been existing for eons of time is in fact a projection of the mind consciousness system where all beings have been in slavery. Mind slaves (feelings slaves, desires slaves, anger slaves, power slaves, love slaves, money slaves...) with no perception of it because it has been accepted as "normal".

This is system of POLarities manifested everywHere in a big world system. In the pol-itics, religion, sports, education, economics, relationships, in the people: developing/undevelping countries, rich/poor, obesity/unger, negative/positive, euphoria/depression, sad/happyness, love/hate, bad/good, superiority/inferiority.

How can the world system supports Oneness and Equality? By real-I-zing that everyOne is Life and thus has to have the basic needs to be Here: food, clean water, shelter, education, equal opportunities, human rights respected (we cannot even respect ouselves...) Why is this not happening yet? Because people react according to their mind/thoughts. People see themselves as special and as different to each other. Nop, we are all beings on earth and we will die and every memory will disapear and we will birth again and again to face the mess the we have been allowing in this world. People has to stop their mind and finally see this existence how it is -- all made by equal atoms. Because money rules us all and it does not support Life. This means that an Equal Money System is required.

Back to the breath... How can each one Stop the Mess that have been accepted and allowed? By being aware of self. By being Self-Responsible. By standing Here within the breathe. By being here in SELF-HONESTY. By acting for the best of all, thus for the best of themself as Life as we all are.Being from inside to outside. Breath-in and Breath-out.

If each one is responsible for the shit that each one allows to feel, to do, to say, then Self-Forgiveness is required. No one can save anyone. By asking forgiveness to God I also realized that I was giving away of my self-responsibility to see for myself and to correct myself. So I apply Self-Forgiveness. Thus, each one is finally able to purify the nature of what each one has allowed to become (Self-Disonesties).

Life is only real in Self-Honesty. We have been existing without Self-Real-I-zation.

I don't know yet what it is...

To be or not to be is not the question because WE ARE ALREADY HERE, WE EXIST, WE ARE LIFE.

The whole reality is built upon this structured manifestation feeded by thoughts, fears, emotions. Human beings have always look for stability but where? Outside themselves without realizing that each one is able to support themselves to actually live practically in this world, standing up in every moment. That is where entertainMENT comes and people accept it untill we die without even living in Self-Honesty as Life equally to all beings.

It is all in our mind... feelings aren't real -- unless we allow it to be projected in the physical body (e.g. stomach pain, cancer). Our body is the instrument for beings stand in this world. I almost forget myself.

I am now in the process of stopping the mind influences through Self-Forgiveness, embracing myself as Life and correcting myself through my action/body/self-expression. No more separation within myself so no more separation torwards the world. In fact, the world is made by man then it is all a projection of what is happening in our minds (separation, polarities, superiority/inferiority). It is a process... of rebirthing from the physicall till I stand as Life.

This world has been a stage for Egos and Mind manifestations.

STOP deception, dellusion, polarities of the Mind. I STOP the deception, the dellusion, the polarities and the instability within myself.

Now it is time to Self-Expression in Self-Honesty.

This is a process. It is an opportunity to be Self-Honest, to be aware about myself (all) and to live as Life standing in Oneness and Equality in this World. Me towards Myself (all beings, all the existence, all the world). Sometimes a step forward... sometimes seems that I am going back to zero. At least now I am aware of it. Now I stand up.

And may-be Heaven on Earth.

Life has always been Here, on Earth

I forgive myself I haven't accepted and allowed myself to be Here always and all-ways as who I am, in Oneness and Equality with all that exists here, as Life.